Shadow Views

From a single cell it begins to multiply and grow into what most would call the human life. Sometimes the oven in which the cells are cooked is broken or defective. What happens when the oven doesn't heat correctly? defects happens. Much like when the cake falls inward when a loud noise happens nearby. No one can explain this process completely, they can only give intelligent guesses. Sometimes the cell itself is already defective when placed within that cooking area where it waits for development.

After entering the world new problems begin to show. Defective human cells, even the most perfect of oven can not tell which will grow defective and which will not be. Well I am here to tell you they all all born defective. YES humans have since birth a flaw some different then other. Some show on the outside the defectiveness of that flaw, while others the flaw lies deep within certain cells that not even the most intelligent can see of figure out.

Among flaws just to name a few are aging, anger, violence, hatred, even love. Most never realizing they have a defect try hard to correct them by seeing therapist, doctors and taking medications to stabilize the brain or thoughts that  that control there emotions. YES some medications help the flaws for some, making it bearable for them to go on with what they call life. But for others none of these so called help seem to have any affect - what happens to them? well they become invisible, outcast left to struggle alone. I am one of these flawed humans, and its become clear that even the most silent of sounds cuts deep within the soul where no one can help mend you. That deep cut becomes a large whole  a feeling that something is missing and no matter where you look or what you do you can not fill this void.

What do these un-helped flawed humans go or end up? dead, in jail, isolated within homes or they hide, smile on the outside so that no one can tell there is anything wrong. Some become prisoners of fear, others follow the flawed thoughts an feelings leading them to what some might call injustice.

Glimpse of past, present and future events flash through the black hole in every creatures mind. Bits and pieces of lives and things that no longer makes sense. Through time and space it has gotten darker, harder to recognize truth from lies. Species of stronger kind appearing and innocent souls welcoming them blindly. Intelligent creatures questioned themselves on the basics of everyday survival. Something that once long ago came as instant is now just far away memories. Will these creatures ever wake from their hypnotic state? Or, will their extinction be their own doing?  

Within the walls I created, trapped. I've lost all perception on time perhaps even the human basic knowledge once long ago learned.